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Emotional Suicide

The darkness of evil creeps in my soul,
Deep dark loathing and hate.
I have a twisted crucifixion that has driven my fate.

The black ink of my sick ideals have stained my soul,
My heart is decayed, rotten and riddled with holes.

Spent a life, living a sinners lie.
Selfish, unwilling to give and never tried.

I’ve spun my web, weaved lie by lie.
Carried the shame, and avoided their eyes.

It’s Emotional suicide; I’ve killed myself.
Emotional suicide betrayed my heart and soul.

I broke your heart with the lies I told, and it kills my being, to hurt you so.

The night became day, black was white.
The blurried life of lies, confusing wrong from right.

I sold my soul to a wicked life.
I risked everything, and almost lost it all.

The life we live can consume our minds.
Eat up our soul and leave us to die.

We try to rectify but first we must confess.
Face up to our deepest lies, and deal with this mess.

I’m airing out my spoiled remains, throwing the skeletons out.
It’s the only way to get to the center of my pain.

The dirty stained and evil heart has been removed.
Emotional suicide, to myself untrue.

I’ve spun my web, weaved lie by lie.
Carried the shame, and avoided their eyes.

It’s Emotional suicide; I’ve killed myself.
Emotional suicide betrayed my heart and soul.

I broke your heart with the lies I told, and it kills my being, to hurt you so.

As I kick the ashes of my hearts remains..
I think of all the wicked things I’ve done, how I caused the pain.

I wear my shame, as my cross to bear.
Fearing the hurt, the pain, the agony, the guilt remains.

I’ve cried so many tears, over the life I built.
Wasted too much precious time, hurting the ones I love.

I want to say I am sorry, I’m gonna right the wrong.

Gonna prove my love for you with the phoenix in my soul.
We will rise from the dirty ashes and live pure and full.

How can you love a heart that kills your soul.
Emotional suicide coming into the fold.

I’ve spun my web, weaved lie by lie.
Carried the shame, and avoided their eyes.

It’s Emotional suicide; I’ve killed myself.
Emotional suicide betrayed my heart and soul.

I broke your heart with the lies I told, and it kills my being, to hurt you so.

This is my last stand. I will prove them wrong.

I’ve only got one life to live, And when this stories told.
Everyone will see a man who was a broken soul.

A victim of emotional suicide; killed my rotten heart.
I’ll spend forever loving you, but it’s not enough.

So I’m going to give my all to make a better us.

I nearly lost your heart and that pain is deep.
I am gonna prove to you, my sorrow runs deep.

Change is never easy, I know how I was.
Selfish and evil, I left love outside In the cold to die.

My heart is changing, I tore down my walls.
Gonna share my secret dreams, gonna share it all.

I’ve spun my web, weaved lie by lie.
Carried the shame, and avoided their eyes.

It’s Emotional suicide; I’ve killed myself.
Emotional suicide betrayed my heart and soul.

I broke your heart with the lies I told, and it kills my being, to hurt you so.
I’m gonna love you, give you paradise,
Gonna give you all of me and make your life complete.

- Anthrax

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